So, how are your nerves, your stress level, you angst? Should be pretty high as there is a whole lot going on. Where do I begin!!!
The final battle of Uranus and Pluto is raging all around us, invisible to the eye, very much "felt". It's the final of 7 rounds, and this is the fight to the death. It's the last call for change. Are you in for the new, or clinging to the old? You are now being FORCED to choose. No more apathy, no more later, its now or never, and the stakes are high. Do you have the guts to change? Is your life working for you or is it making you crazy? Then do something. Or be pushed off a cliff to make you do something. Can't figure out what? ASK! And its made all the harder by a string of planetary aspects that are screaming into our unconscious minds to become better people or bust. The Exact Square is mid-month. As each day passes until then the energy will grow exponentially. This is really big stuff. And a really important time in the growth of our species. And Uranus always brings surprises and unexpected happenings.
Chiron, the Wounded Healer, is inconjunct Jupiter now. Our choices or predicaments may seem daunting, but Jupiter gives us hope, and Chiron wants us to heal...but its a trial by fire healing. Lots of stuff from your past should be swirling about. What went wrong? Why didn't you turn left instead of right? Why did you make stupid choices? Unanswerable questions. You can't look back. What is done is done. Forgive yourself and others. Let people, places and things go. Attach a balloon to them and let them fly away. Its all about new. What can you do now to make things better for yourself? Then get off your rump and do it. Face your demons, embrace them.We all have dark sides/parts. We need it for survival. Walk into the shadows and greet your darkest self and LOVE him or her. Fight through the fear and embrace ALL OF YOU.
THIS IS A HISTORICAL TIME. This is the place of reckoning within yourself so you can step into the world and participate on a higher level. It is your time to step up and be counted. Be brave, be bold and be forgiving of your mistakes so you you let them go and start fresh. Like a snake shedding its skin, its a painful, birthing process, but when it over you will be bigger, and better and fresh and new. Meet yourself face to face and "accept yourself" and love yourself more when you stare into your flaws so you can be whole again. You cannot separate the parts of yourself anymore, they must be integrated. Meld with yourself and you will find peace and strength at once.
Saturn is squaring Neptune...solid matter and fairy dust. They don't get each other at all. Hold on as hard as you can to the past, and lose a magnificent opportunity for growth. Wrap yourself in fairy dust them manifest it into something real and tangible. Magic is afoot everywhere right now. Call on your guardians to guide you. The Earth is surrounded by energy right now, and the magical beings of the Universe are watching us, waiting to be asked to help us. Guides, Angels, whatever you call them, they can only help you if you call out to them. They will carry your angst if you let them. They will guide you and show you the way, if you let them. They will send you answers and options, if you let them. And on the 14th Saturn goes retrograde for several months, which means you will have to look at your past again and solve some problems that keep repeating. Get off the merry-go-round and walk in a different direction away from bad habits and choices.
The world needs leaders, real leaders with vision and wisdom and energy. The world needs you. What new things are you creating? What new ideas are you offering the world? Are you being selfish and making it all about you and your needs? Well get over that now. It's time for UNIVERSAL partnership and community, and me, me, me's days are done. Don't get left behind because you were too self involved to see what is going on around you. It's a peak time. Don't waste it. It's internal work to the Nth degree. The world is waiting for you. Make a decision to move forward, and remember that making no decision is also a decision to stand still and not take any chances. You chose to be born now. You chose to be here for this. Don't waste this opportunity or you'll have to do it again in another lifetime. Look forward instead of back. There is magic out there. Grab it and believe.